Grey Life

Am I abnormal...I ask myself...

No matter where I go,or who I see.
I'm insulted and mocked by many,
but I never share my feelings,not even close ones.
For I believe that,there are none who understand...
My emotions and feelings have been set to rest,
ever since that fateful day,
and my life has never followed my way...
The colours I see before my eyes,
seemed pretty and nice,
but I never enjoyed the sight in anyway...
For my life has always been grey,
grey is what I am......